Art Break

I have made ANOTHER website promoting my art pieces and I would really appreciate if you guys had a look at it/followed me on tumbler! I have spent hours making these websites over the past 3 days my eyes are hurting from the screen. I feel like one of those computer nerds who sit and play COD all day long!

FOLLOW ME ON TUMBLR AND I'LL FOLLOW YOU BACK :)

Tumblr: http://thiemannportraits.tumblr.com/

Art Break: http://www.artbreak.com/ThiemannPortraits

If you want a piece done or any sort of design work feel free to ask me/email/telephone! Prices and commission are negotiable :)

Follow me into the art world.

I've just recently made a website with some of my work from last year (more will be added) I'm hoping to sell some of it and I am available for private commission also! Check it out, Hope you like it :)


http://thiemannportraits.tumblr.com/

Boredom Strikes.

Wow it's been a long time since I posted...Like 5 months?!
Well today has been exceptionally boring in all honesty. Normally on a Sunday me and my best friend at uni, Zoe would be in bed, hanging like hangman, watching some trashy television programme and eating an 8 course meal for the entire day which would normally start with a fry up....

 What really happened was, we didn't go out last night so no I am not nursing my hangover while eating shitloads of pizza bread and watching ''Playing it Straight'' because her boyfriend is here for the weekend I am feeling pretty lonely and it has been a bloody dull Saturday & Sunday I'll tell you that much. I know this sounds awful but honestly I cannot wait for him to leave, I really like him, get along with him blah blah blah but they just sit in her room and be one of those couples. Surely I have someone else to hang out with? WELLLL that's the thing....I don't. Okay that's a tad over dramatic but she is one of my only girlfriends at uni and the rest are boys and you know when your in that mood to have a girly day and talk about girly things?

Maybe If I had a boyfriend things would be different, I wouldn't be so lonely and bored. Not even necessarily a boyfriend but just some male company to pass the time with. I had one of these once but he was just too stupid and brain dead to even actually pass time with. If anything I probably would have preffered to be alone rather than be in the same vicinity as him. But the thing is, I did have a boyfriend when I started uni, not that it felt like I did but now I feel like I can't complain about other people being so dependant on their men and being all vom and coupley, when I did complain the response I have received has been ''Oh but it wasn't like that when you had a boyfriend'' or ''I should set you up with one of Callum's mates?!'' Funnily enough it WAS like that when I had a boyfriend, even though he existed that's all there was to it. It took him 6/8 weeks to come and visit me at uni and as if that wasn't bad enough he would only speak to me every 2 weeks...on BBM and for a limited time only, so when my friend's boyfriend was over which was every single weekend you can only imagine how I felt. You wouldn't have thought that this ''boyfriend'' of mine even existed!

So this is my Sunday Funday...not.

Long Time No See

Again, as usual, I havn't blogged for about 3 months...this is getting ridiculous. I just looked back on my old posts and thought how much my life has changed in the three months just have just flown by.

1.My last post was synical and sounds like the most unhappy single person, talking about wanting to change my behaviour towards men, now I feel very different, you could almost say, happy. I met someone 3 months ago (I havn't blogged in 3 months...coincidence?) and yes, I am much happier now. I'm shocked to say that I have found someone who my family love and my friends adore. I am just so taken back, it might be too good to be true...I should stop being so synical really... I'm just not used to feeling so comfortable with someone, my mother even loves this person. For once, I have chosen ( I cringe to say this SO MUCH) ''Mr.Right''

2. Canterbury University is only about 3 weeks away...

My best friend Alia, came to London a while ago, This is probably the only person who really deeply understands me, on levels that I don't even understand myself. I base a lot of my decisions on advice that she gives me, she fails to do anything wrong most of the time, whereas I cannot make my own decisions and when I do, they normally FAIL and are usually the worst decision to have possibly made.

So... I have 420 profile views, I was so shocked to see this, but then again, I can guarantee that half of the views are people looking for ''Cheska'' from 'Made In Chelsea's blog.

Change.

For the past week I have literally thought about changing who I am. What really made me realise that I need to change aspects of my life are my two friends, Ollie and Griff. They made me realise I don't really have much self respect and I need to stop messing around and selling myself cheap.

All I have done since I split up with my ex boyfriend (17 months ago) is mess around with guys purely because being single was something new to me as I was in two long term relationships since I was 15.

I wasn't this person before, I used to never ever sleep with anyone apart from in relationships. I used to have some self control and I think a year ago I started to lose it.

When girls start to sleep around they get away with it for a bit but then when you start telling people about what you are doing, you get judged. You are brutally told that you are ''easy'' when really all you thought you were doing was having fun. As more people tend to make jokes about whoring yourself out and having ''fun'' It starts to dwell on you that maybe there is some element of reality in these comments.

I don't want it to get the point where I start to build a negative reputation for myself. My friends tell me that at university in Fresher's week the girls who sleep with guys are talked about, they never live down the reputation they get after this week. It is never forgotten that they have slept with someone every night of the week. But then of course when a guy does it he is just such a lad and a player and all his friends egg him on. Why do us girls have to receive such negativity when we are just simply having fun, doing exactly the same as what the guy does.

Birthday Bash

I moved out my East London flat a couple of months ago and I really miss it, when I need space from some people or my family I could always stay there for a few days or however long I wanted to and now I feel there is nowhere I can go to escape, to get some fresh air. Everything is more fun there, There is no bad drama. In Chiswick there have been a few events recently which really made me want to go back to my different life in the East. I realised that someone who I thought was a good person deep down, who I hoped would have some sort of respect for me is really just a lost cause. I'm dissapointed because this person brought out the worst in me and I felt I had to be really nasty to get my point across. I don't think I have ever been this nasty to anyone in my life. Not even any of my ex-boyfriends. I would love to go into detail but I'm scared that I will expose too much and this will be talked about which will probably land me in more trouble.

What else has been happening?

It was my 19th Birthday on the 24th April and I had a house party. I did something completely out of character...I did not get completely off my rocker...shocking isn't it. One of my friends DJ'ed for me and played amazing music, after a few bottles, jugs of pimms, shots etc everyone was skankin'  My crazy mother made at least 3 bbq's, one which took place at midnight, in the pouring rain, she looked hilarious, holding an umbrella in one hand and a spatula in the other (whilst drunk) People had fun even though it was pissing down outside, a small group sat around my table outside drinking pimms for hours.

Apparently,Torres scored....?

My friend, Imogen made me an incredible chocolate cake

It tasted incredible. The icing itself would have ended any girl's diet. DELISH.

I might do a ''Barbie's Birthday take two'' and take three....and mabe four..five and so on...

<3 Mummy And Me <3

A wannabe ''Girl About Town''

You can imagine my disdain when I saw that one of the characters on ''Made In Chelsea'' has a blog named ''Girl About Town''

I can guess this means that people will be looking for her online and they will stumble across my blog (which is waaay better of course)

I havn't blogged in a while as per usual, I guess I just kind of forget to write. I really wish that someone found this blog and paid me to write even though all the things I mention is mostly pointless babble.

Seeing as I have just watched ''Made In Chelsea'' I'll dedicate this post to that rahhhh show.

Preppy kids living in Chelsea and Sloane Square used to be the girls in UGG boots with the blonde highlights constantly flicking their hair back whilst repeating ''YAH'' over and over again, now the stereotype has developed and maybe even changed a little, I havn't seen girls teetering around in their UGG boots for a while now yah cuz that is so not fashion anymore.Under any circumstances. I would not be seen dead wearing ''UGG's''

We associate these born and bred chelsea folk with money,designer clothes (Louis Vuitton handbags/Chanel purses/Marc Jacobs perfume/Dior make-up/and yaaahh the dreaded ugg boots) and with posh accents. The funny thing is, even the middle class laugh at these poncey types when they have pretty posh rah accents too. God I'm bored about writing about ''those people''